Sometimes.. i felt really left out.. left out by my groups of close friends.. seriously.. am i so not trustable? well,seriously.. if u dont trust me, how i wish we never met.. if u dont like me.. just tell me in my face,of cause.. even though it is hurting to me, but.. at least tell me? i would just try to change.. mayb not change for you.. change for myself..
nobody can change for somebody.. they only can change for themselves.. it is the fact.. and it will never change.. oh well.. maybe i am not trustable.. but.. did u ever tried trusting me? maybe you did.. mayb you did not.. mayb i broke the trust.. but.. did u gave me a second chance? i can confirm with you this.. everybody needs a second chance.. nobody is perfect.. nobody can do anything right..
friendship.. to you,it mayb a word.. to me.. it is a bond between me and you.. getting more and more left out.. have you ever tried to be like me? getting the feeling of being left out? do you know.. friendship is like a gold.. a gold you keep it.. and a gold you cherish it.. they are can be the best pals, they can be ur worst enemy.. it depends on how you wanted the friendship you wanted to be..
Next time.. if you dont like me.. just tell me.. i will really try my best to change.. i am seriously.. wanting this friendship.. i wanted this friendship alot.. we may not be close.. but.. have u ever tried to get close? so that we can be really close friend? did u take the first step to know me? did u take the first step to go and trust me? i dont know..
a friend is a present.. you decide on how you gonna treat it.. cherish it? or throw it? or leave it to rot? it is up to one,to decide..
AmOs Signing Off!~ :D
Posted @ 11:40 PM
