W0W.. it been quite sometime since i updated my blog.. doesnt really have the mood to do all the things.. sighs.. keep on drinking and drink.. until dint go school for 2 days.. sucks man.. super sucky now.. super moodless now.. nice 1 amos... u done something which u did in the past that made u retain.. n1..
totally sucked right now... what the hell am i doing right now? what the hell am i thinking right now? why am i such a stupid person.. totally damn stupid..
oh well.. these few days.. been drinking like mad.. go to school like a mad person also.. cant even absorb thing.. hais.. Amos,if this keeps goes on.. u are done for it..
so,as for a make up.. i will try 2x harder.. so that i wont fail and pass with flying colours.. =DD sorry dudes.. doesnt really have the mood to update.. so cyaa
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Posted @ 10:25 PM
Continued from the last post.. =) today.. went stagmont.. played basket ball and played awhile.. den slacked.. went to find my aunty at 7... went home at 9+ (: not really have anything to update.. LOLOL
Dudes.. this is a quote for all of you =)
The man of wisdom is never of two minds;
the man of benevolence never worries;
the man of courage is never afraid.
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Posted @ 10:55 PM
Today totally sucked.. dint sleep and handphone dropped int toiletbowl.. it stinks.. yes i know.. and it wont dry =(.. my phone is soo dead.. R.I.P my phone .. today.. is a start of a brand new day,today,will be a start of a new Amos.. lets named it.. quiet day number 1 =)
will update on what happened today at night! =)
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Posted @ 10:06 AM
hmm,today.. nothing happen much.. wake up,wanted to study at mac.. in the end.. dint studied at all.. sunday is my worst and the most boring day ever~~!! =(... indeed.. i am starting to post short and short posts everyday.. might need to post more in the future.. =) but sommetimes.. it can be a boring day.. like.. u everyday stay at home.. looking at the 4 walls which u looked everyday.. it is so boring.. =/
it seems like.. some things have been settled.. i dont need to worry about soem of them anymore.. but.. sometimes.. i felt suddenly damn down.. but i cant show out... maybe it is depression? LOLOLOL =X hmm.. do u know.. when ur friends are happy.. while u are the only one sad.. it pulls down ur friend's mood.. and this.. seriously suck.. nobody wants to pull down their friend's mood.. right? that why.. we may tends to hide things inside.. oh well.. now i know how "trustable" or should i say.. not trustable? =/
everyday.. deep in ur heart.. u know u are not a good friend,u are not a trustable friend.. i wonder.. why is there such a person which is not trustable at all? what the hell is wrong with me? what the hell is bad about me? i mayb be bad in sometimes.. but.. doesnt everybody needs a second chance? o.o?! it just totally sucked like that.. it just sucked as if u stepped on dog's poop.. damn it..
fine.. i shall always keep thing in my heart..i shall jut keep my mouth shut.. i shall not care about other peoples problem.. i shall not help anybody in the future..
in the future.. there will only be the quiet Amos.. bet on it.. it will be =)
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Posted @ 11:54 PM
oh well.. today.. i am so damn tired. still worring about alot and alot of things.. dont understand why.. LOLOLS.. i think i am silly an stupid? LOLOL overall,dint really have the mood to like. sleep? i ytd dint sleep.. as i am thinking about somethings? oh well.. it sucked? =X
Today.. went to church with a extra makeover.. LOLOLL damn joker.. =X.. shall not go on what happened.. =x today too tired.. so it will be a short post... =x after church,went to eat dinner and have icecream for supper? or desserts.. LLOLOLOL =X. me and evan went to like.. test every favours? LOLOL while the others ordered and like.. going to finsh it.. after that.. more people joining.. and we went for second round? LOLOL! again.. wasted alot of time on choosing the favours.. in the end.. green tea.. which the tea favour is like so strong? LOLOLOL.. =X and it is totally bitter and alot more.. haha.. after that,went to lot 1 mac and talk.. LOLOL it is very fun and funny in mac.. LOLOL after mac,went home.. =)
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Posted @ 11:42 AM
Today.. dont really have the mood to blog.. no reason.. ytd.. went to drink.. went home.. just went to bed.. because too tired.. that why dint update.. alot of things happened.. felt damn stressed.. worried about alot of people.. dont know why.. i am such a kpo right? lols.. no mood to update.. totally.. i such a useless person..
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Posted @ 9:07 PM
Sometimes.. i felt really left out.. left out by my groups of close friends.. seriously.. am i so not trustable? well,seriously.. if u dont trust me, how i wish we never met.. if u dont like me.. just tell me in my face,of cause.. even though it is hurting to me, but.. at least tell me? i would just try to change.. mayb not change for you.. change for myself..
nobody can change for somebody.. they only can change for themselves.. it is the fact.. and it will never change.. oh well.. maybe i am not trustable.. but.. did u ever tried trusting me? maybe you did.. mayb you did not.. mayb i broke the trust.. but.. did u gave me a second chance? i can confirm with you this.. everybody needs a second chance.. nobody is perfect.. nobody can do anything right..
friendship.. to you,it mayb a word.. to me.. it is a bond between me and you.. getting more and more left out.. have you ever tried to be like me? getting the feeling of being left out? do you know.. friendship is like a gold.. a gold you keep it.. and a gold you cherish it.. they are can be the best pals, they can be ur worst enemy.. it depends on how you wanted the friendship you wanted to be..
Next time.. if you dont like me.. just tell me.. i will really try my best to change.. i am seriously.. wanting this friendship.. i wanted this friendship alot.. we may not be close.. but.. have u ever tried to get close? so that we can be really close friend? did u take the first step to know me? did u take the first step to go and trust me? i dont know..
a friend is a present.. you decide on how you gonna treat it.. cherish it? or throw it? or leave it to rot? it is up to one,to decide..
AmOs Signing Off!~ :D
Posted @ 11:40 PM
ah.. yesterday dint update due to work.. dint even have the time to rest? -_- it is so damn stupid i tell you.. LOLOL.. i work until 2am.. after 2am,go Kbox(forced to go they pull me go..=( i missed lessons! ),because kok chuan is going to taiwan to study.. so he dont have the time to work.. =/ and i felt so guilty for not going to school.. LOl.. i missed lesson.. that's why =X
Yesterday,Monday,03 August 2009
Monday,class is totally stupid,alot of teachers never come.. LoL.. physic.. some i dont understand? well.. i think i understand.. LOLOL well.. others,dint learn anything while teacher is away.. that why.. LOLOL x= well.. at least in that day,i learned physic.. XD..i cant believe it.. i am getting more interested in physic.. mayb for chem too.. LOLOL
btw.. im starting to hate SS.. SS start to sucks.. and geo.. i am starting to forget geo.. OMG!!~~ i cant believed it..i am learning morre.. and forgetting more.. LOLOL =x sighs~!
studied with evan first.. slowly yungyung and hester came.. LOLOL.. after that.. i studied abit.. while evan is teaching hester.. after that.. we went to fetch ryan.. haha.. ryan is super cute.. =) and received a call from work.. to go to work.. -.- well they are out of people.. and kokchun is going taiwan to study.. so went there bid farewell.. haha.. but in the end.. was forced to go to kbox.. ZZZ.. and so.. dint sleep..
Today,Tuesday,04 August 2009
Reached home at atound 8am+ bath and felt asleep at 10++.. LOLOL.. woke up at 2pm.. wow.. sleep for 4 hours.. LOLOL .. totally insane.. yungyung wake me up due to studying together.. LOLOL .. i went there,eat.. and Hester go and step on my pinky toe! damn damn pain ok! stupid meimei.. bully me only.. LOLOLOL .. after that.. Hester kick me.. and grab her foot using my right leg and step her foot using my left leg.. LOLOL. after that.. she wanted to kick back.. and my slipper broke.. LOLOL! i tell you.. it is super,duper funny and screwed.. dont wanna waste money buy slipper... because i wanna get a another pair of slippers which i liked.. =) so.. being a fool.. walk home without slipper.. but the starting was acting like my leg is injured.. LOLOL.. well it is quite fake.. X= i suppose xD..
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Posted @ 9:24 PM
Today.. morning.. damn bored.. it is super sian de lo.. like can fall asleep.. LOLOL.. super boring.. after that.. in the afternoon.. evan wanted to meet me to study at bpp's mac.. so.. i went to borrow a bag.. which is not my brother's and we quarrelled.. it is so retarded.. since he is not using it... why cant he just lend me first? in the first place.. it is not urs at all.. it is mum's? and dont need step so big.. =.= what a fool... LOLOL dint really cared that he said next.. and just pack my things into the bag and i just went out..
Went to bpp's mac,saw evan.. and we studied.. starting.. dint really studied?,chit-chatting,gossiping.. and laughing? LOLOL! WE HAVE ONE THING IN COMMON! we laugh like crazy! LOLOLOL! oh ya.. beside us.. there is a group of malay boys? omg! they are playing dota.. and they totally beginners.. LOLOL! and tried studying.. haha.. at least i finshed physic.. and so.. went to order things to eat.. and LOLOL! i ordered shakers fries while evan ordered normal.. and so.. we share the fries.. and i went to order a large coke and shared the drink with 2 small cups.. we are actting like crazy as we like.. CHEERS! LOLOL! .. totally like a insane fool.. LOLOL!
and finshed the food and went out of mac as evan is cold.. studied graphs outside.. and i cant really study graph as i have no easers? and graphs.. when u using pen, no marks and correction tape.. it is hard to write using pencils? LOLOL! so... dint really study graphs.. LOLOL.. someone's face turned really red sia! damn funny! laugh like crazy again..LOLOL! after that.. 9++ went home.. on the way home.. we went pass a very cute dog.. and we just go there and stroke it.. while the owner and another guy is chatting something private? i suppose.. and the guy just hi me and i hi back.. LOLOL! the guy is hinting me that they are talking about private things? LOL! and we appologized and went away.. LOLOL! went pass a pet shop.. saw hamster.. (reminds me of Hester like to look at hamster's butt which is soo biantai! LOLOL) and went to fajar as i sending evan home.. and after that.. on the way home.. evan just jump! LOLOL and i laughed! it is a cockroach went on evan's feet.. LOLOL! so damn funny as she jump.. LOLOL! send her home, went back home.. and see my brother's face again.. he is like " tell you dont take.. you still take.. dont know how to listen? " i replied " you go tell me dont take meh? please lo.. the bag is also not yours... dont act like it is yours" and he bo wei gong.. LOL, totally stupid and retarded? LOLOL! after that.. take out the things out of the bag.. and went to bath.. =)
This is a poem i found which i think it is short and sweet.. it tells you about relationship.. and it is to all singles!
Time has dulled the pain
Days spent crying in the rain
You walked down memory's path
Remembered moments that made you laugh
Those sweet words she used to say
They don't hurt as much today
Broken promises left behind
Guess true love's hard to find
this is a very very nice poem.. and i love it.. "You walked down memory's path,Remembered moments that made you laugh and Guess true love's hard to find ".. these words.. i love them because they are very very meaningful..haha!
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Posted @ 11:59 PM
ahh.. Super tired..i tell you... i am damn tired.. and i still bother to update.. it means.. i did not let down my readers? LOLOL.
Yesterday, Friday , 31 August 2009
Went to meet hester as she go and pei me buy note book, LOLOL after that, went library , a bunch of sec 1 keep staring at us,omg.. really feel like go and say,stare what stare sia.. -.- stupid sia.. after that,hester tired,went home, after that joan called me and ask me to meet evan and her?? and i went to lot 1 and after that went to west mall to find yungyung.
LOLOL after that, westmall , i went to update my bankbook , it totally stinks, waited so long.. for the queue and waited so long for my bank book to be updated.. wonder what is happening to my bankbook,after that, it finally came out, and it printed like 1~2 pages long thing LOLOL wow.. i have like $_____ money in my bank now.. =) HAHA..
Went back to West mall and meet them back, joan went home, yungyung wanted to play the lift..so we went.. evan very scare of the lift.. LOL dont know why? i dont find it scary.. LOLOL! i think it is stupid.. she turns her back facing the door.. and like.. zi bi,go emo 1 corner.. LOLOL so damn stupid? LOL ,after that,went home and i went to visit san sen,and went home after that...
Today,Saturday, 01 August 2009
LOLOLOL! today,dint sleep,super tired.. dont know why.. mayb have alittle bit? well.. i dont know.. LOLOL when hester sms me, i woke up.. soon after that,evan wake up to give me a message? in case i felt asleep.. haha.. evan is scared i bomb her.. LOLOL =x after that.. lie down on bed.. doing nothing.. suddenly not tired at all? dont know why.. went to bath,and went to meet evan and yungyung at lot 1 (food junction),ate breakfast? or lunch? .. well, i dont know..
HAHA.. after that, buy bubble tea and waited for warren bus,as yungyung is going to pei hester at yungyung,while me(Bukit Timah Hill) and evan went to Church of Singapore(Bukit Timah), haha! OMG! talking about church, i am in Faith Community Baptist Church, or FCBC before.. it is really fun.. LOLOL. dint went there for 1 year,because of disagreement with parents as my parent are buddhist or taoist? and they dont allow.. =/ so..i dint go.. today,im back to feel the God's presence? =) i think it is a chance for me to understand God more.. haha =) went in, saw 3 people from my school and 2 people, one is my classmate? and one is my school mate.. LOLOL! REALLY! IT IS A SMALL WORLD! HAHA X=
Went to Evan's church,took the DISC,which tells us,what kind of personality you have.. and.. i am good to be a counsellor. haha =x which i dream to be a psychologist, haha..around something like counsellor.. LOLOL =X and went for service.. haha.. really quite exciting.. after that.. thinking of going to gym and climb bukit timah hill? because it is too late..and attending the cell group meeting.. LOLOL,after that,went to bukit timah,beautyworld? the coffee shop there,went to buy macdonalds to eat,and yea.. eat finsh, going home.. was people playing basket ball,wanted to go and play.. but went to lot 1 mac..LOLOL went there to talk about studies and music.. LOLOL after that,went home,bath and... IT IS TIME TO SLEEP! SUPER TIRED! =/
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Posted @ 11:39 PM
well,today is like.. super tired in the morning? as i study too much at night until 2 going to 3,3~4 hours of sleep only D: it is like.. half of the time normal human being sleep? =/ anyways.. i dint sleep in class sia! am i God? LOLOLOL! =X
haha.. today really mircle sia! never sleep in class.. LOLOLOL, after that school, went home and change bath and went to beauty world mac to study,damn pissed when teaching hester,chem, she doesnt even know the basic? LOLOLOL and i have the start form the stupid basic.. hmm.. it is going to be damn long and hard.. in the end.. never study.. eat liao den go.. LOLOL! went to bukit timah hill.. omg! bukit timah hill is so fun.. hahaha =/
dint know that bukit timah hill is so fun? LOL.. running up is yes,tiring because the slope are like.. 70~80° steep LOLOL =/ i ran all the way up the first house,hut, it is damn tired ok! and i am wearing slippers? LOLOLOL! i know it is super crazy... LOLOLOL! HAHA.. after waiting for hester and yungyung for quite sometime, decided to went down.. LOLOL on the way down,saw them.. and ran back up.. LOLOL finally saw them coming up.. and i ran up again to the second house(hut),LOLOL! there is a 3 way road spilt.. that why i waited for them.. and we walked together now.. LOLOLOL.. walked to the top of the hill while waiting for hester's father.. soon.. his father came.. and i was like.. "hi uncle!" LOLOL! and he replied "hi!" LOLOL!! after that.. his father walked down.. i wanted to walk down with his father too.. but.. was stopped by hester,hester is scare i am become too friendly and too close with ur father right? LOLOL haha.. i know.. i am too friendly.. HAHA =X after that, walk down.. super funny.. scared hester 2x and yungyung 3x it is kinda dark.. nad i talked about the 7th month,which i dont believe it.. and that ask so scare like chicken.. HAHA =X,yungyung shout like really see until ghost.. LOLOL! DAMN LOUD AND SHARP! lolol!, after that.. have to make them laugh.. did michael jackson and alot of stupid things.. haha.. =X it is totally very stupid.. LOLOL
after that.. his father send us home and home sweet home! =).. oh well having alot of personal problems, hoping to have somebody to be my listening ear.. lolol =X studying to late in the night,burning midnight oil.. LOLOL... but now.. i cant absorb anything about SS.. and tomorrow,friday, totally having SS test and it sucks? =.= i kinda hate SS now,because the teacher is getting cranky and cocky.. being too bias too.. lolol.. anyways, i think i should rest as suggested,and yea.. im going to rest... cyaa (:
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Posted @ 11:46 PM
